Kyle XY - She could be you

Diary

Hey my personal space !

umm today kan kteer fa5m ,, i saw a very old friend I rlly love here shez like me be kteer sha3'lat i can't beleive eno we will be friendz again !! she moved to our university cuz she can't blending in her uni !

7akena kteeer kol zekrayat zaman when we were together o el eshi ele af5m men heek eno agt ma3i 3al beet o 3amlna cookies ok ma tel3 zaki never o 1/5 en 7ara2 bas kan el eshi 7elo >>

hl2 a7yanan el wa7d bet2rab men nas o bekon mfaker eno homma yali ra7 ykono el best freindz o they r the right ones to share your thoughts with sa7ee7 eno - brown - understand me very well but IDK i don't like most of here attitude !! kteer rewsha of fay3a o showi la5ma I love here but she keeps bugging me of what shez doing :@

she cares about marks and she ignores that - rlly this is uuuh

i don't know what should i do with that shall i be her friend wallah a5afef 3alkti feha :(
she loves me and i'm the only one she trusts !! and that wahat makes me very confused :( :(

I have alot of stuff have to get done and i must delay this abit later >> 

هل أنت هنآ حقاً !

عذراً خيآلي .. 

أرهقتكـ بسخافآت الانتظار اللامنطقي
أرهقتكـ بأحلامي العابسة
تمر .. ثم تختفي طويلاً ..
أقف للحظة أمام مرآة الواقع 

لادرك كم من الوقت أضعت أتأمل غيابك
ألمح طيفك، هنآك .. بعيدا جداً

على ناصية الطريق

تنسج لي خيوطاً من الامل 

هل انت هنا حقا ؟
أم عادت بي سخافات الاحلام إلى أول الطريق !!
هل انت هنا حقا !
أم ما زلت أحلم ؟

 

                                                                                             written by : kareman mashharawi

                                                                                                                  18.1.2014 - 11:5 pm